i've been growing less and less patient/accepting of the retardation that i witness on a consistent daily basis. most people annoy the shit out of me. most people go on and on about useless bullshit, and i judge anyone who takes genuine interest in such vapid and indicative sentiments. none of it is interesting except for the fact that it helps in defining a person.
most people regurgitate filler. bullshit and filler. sure, at times i can play along just because it's easier than going against the grain, but that just means that i think so little of a person that i don't waste my energy. as i limit the frequency of those situations (which is nice), i find myself more willing to challenge those ideas when i hear them. of course, since i've isolated myself (which i've done from the time i was 5), i've found that i tend to ignore EVERYONE for extended and increasing lengths of time. i've been removed from friends lists, i think, of people who actually interested me. genuine people (people who probably question whether this is even about them, and who probably wont end up reading this since i've been so MIA).
as much as that part of it sucks, i think it's only been a matter of time before renouncing the social aspect of the internet altogether (with email as the only exception, and i may phase that out eventually). seeing the social parts of the internet only amplifies all of those things that i cannot stand in society... those things that that i've tried to weed out of my life through selective social interaction. retarded 12-20 year olds and etc are out in full force, spreading their truncated text like some kind of plague. this is becoming "the norm". it sickens me. what's more, i've found that even most people in my age range only support what i'm against. they'd like to think that they dont, but very large numbers of them do. society is a continual disappointment, and the internet magnifies that now.
it's all petty petty shit, money grubbing fake people, image as the great priority (as much as people feign intent), lies for acceptance (or worse, out of true belief)... filler and bullshit. i'm just not interested, and this is my public social-internet notice.